Daily Archives: December 31, 2008

New Year’s Eve

The last 11 days have been the worst of my life.  It’s New Year’s Eve and as everyone is celebrating the end of the year and making resolutions, I’m trying to figure out how to begin the year without my baby here.  A few weeks ago when I was thinking about how we’d spend tonight, this is not what I had in mind.  I thought we’d have a nice family night at home with the three of us.

I just miss Alexander so much.

Day 11

Every day without Alexander is torture for me.  I miss him more and more each day as I remember more memories of the fun and happy times we had together.

Dan has been very patient with me and willing to listen whenever I need/want to talk about how Alexander and how I’m feeling.  It’s going to be hard when he goes back to work and I’m alone all day.