The last 11 days have been the worst of my life. It’s New Year’s Eve and as everyone is celebrating the end of the year and making resolutions, I’m trying to figure out how to begin the year without my baby here. A few weeks ago when I was thinking about how we’d spend tonight, this is not what I had in mind. I thought we’d have a nice family night at home with the three of us.
I just miss Alexander so much.