Dan and I attended the SUDC program’s 10th anniversary event in NY this past Saturday. On the one hand, it was wonderful to meet some of the parents I’ve only known through the online support groups. On the other hand, the reason that brought us all together made me sad. I don’t know what we would have done if the SUDC program hadn’t existed when we needed it.
Despite being surrounded by family and friends, I felt so alone during those first days after Alexander passed. Time has helped decrease the intensity of my pain but I still miss Alexander so much.