On the way out to meet friends for dinner last night, Dan and I were listening to NPR on the radio. There was a story on about a kids musical group and how they also appealed to adults. We listened to the story for a few minutes before I had to switch the station. I was starting to cry because I was missing Alexander so much.
We had a good time at dinner. In addition to the friends we were meeting, we also ran into a few other friends. Everything was fine for me until we headed home because I knew I was going home to an empty house without Alexander.
I woke around 8am this morning but I stayed in bed. I was hoping that sleep would overtake me so I didn’t have to think about how much I was missing Alexander. The house is just so quiet without him.
We had no plans today so I thought I would use the day to catch up on some things. I’ve been so sad all day and haven’t managed to do much. I did make yet another journey to Target to get some photos printed. After that, I went to visit Alexander. It was such a warm day that I decided to take myself lunch to eat while I sat quietly thinking of Alexander. It was a tough visit today and I spent most of the time crying.