Yesterday was a long day. I had a lot of errands but it wasn’t enough to distract me from my pain. It was one of those days that I really missed Alexander and shed many tears. I kept thinking about the last couple of weeks and how happy we both were hanging out together. I always loved the time I spent with him but those last couple of weeks were really special.
I had a meeting last night that was about an hour or so away. I got really lost before I finally made it to the meeting. Getting lost only added to my frustration and depression of the day. I just felt like nothing went right yesterday.
Sometimes I just feel so overwhelmed and don’t know what to do.