Dan and I agree we both feel an emptiness without Alexander. We’re thankful to have each other to go through this grieving process. Although nothing could make this pain go away other than our beautiful, loving baby still being here with us, we’re appreciative of the many cards, calls, visits and emails we have received to express sorrow for our loss.
When I woke this morning, I thought I heard Alexander playing softly in his crib and I thought this has all been just a bad dream and I’m awake. I quickly realized I was wrong.
Dan is out on the daily walk he started after Alexander’s funeral. I go with him sometimes. Other times, it’s just too much effort for me to get out of bed much less think about getting dressed for a walk.