Daily Archives: January 10, 2009

I awoke early this morning from another restless, dreamless night.  Seeing that it was still before 8am, I decided to stay in bed and try to sleep a little longer. For the first time, in a while, I did have a dream:  Dan and I were at the hospital and trying to make plans when I walked over to look at Alexander’s body.  I saw it move.  Not believing it, I waited a few seconds and saw more movement.  I went to get Dan to show him and when I returned, Alexander was sitting up in the bed.  He smiled, held up his arms and said Mommy.  As I walked over to him, he kissed me and gave me a hug.  I know it was only a dream but I felt like my little boy was communicating with me, letting me know he is ok and sending his love to me.