I awoke to a brief moment of happiness morning. Then, I remembered it was another day without Alexander. Could it be that the past 20 months was the dream and the life I’m living now has been the reality all along? When I look around the house and see all the photos of Alexander and remember all the happy times, I know he was very much a real part of my life and continues to be even if he’s not here in physical form.
For some time, Dan and I have discussed that we’d like to have a small family foundation. We thought it’d be a few years from now but have decided to move up the timeline and create a memorial foundation to celebrate Alexander’s life. We’re still working out the details but we hope to have it up and running within a couple of weeks.